This past week or so has been rough.
I can't help but wonder
how Baby Girl is doing.
She turned one month old on the 18th.
I thought R and I were close enough
to maintain contact.
I felt we had a friendship,
regardless of circumstances.
I truly hope that R,
Baby Girl and her brothers
are doing well.
I hope that R's family
really is stepping up and supporting her
the way that they said they would.
It feels that texting R
would be out of line,
and I don't want that.
Still, after a few months of chatting with her
every few days,
it's kind of weird not to.
Monkey told me again that he wants
a baby sister.
Still maintains that he doesn't want
a baby brother because
"I am already a Boy."
This is harder than I thought it would be.